Monday, August 31, 2009

overheard at the manor


Willow: Ah, home, crap home. (The Money Pit)

WT: Old woman. (Monty Python and the Holy Grail)

Willow: Man. (Monty Python and the Holy Grail)

Willow: Jew eat? (Annie Hall)

WT: I gotta pee. (Forrest Gump)

Willow: In keeping with the situation. (A Christmas Carol)

WT: I feel giddy as a school boy. (A Christmas Carol)

Willow: You could kiss me on the veranda. (The Three Amigos)

WT: I triple dog dare you! (A Christmas Story)

Willow: All right Mr. De Mille, I'm ready for my close-up.
(Sunset Blvd.)

WT: Is it informal, or should I wear my Napoleon hat?
(Brigadoon)

Willow: Leave the gun, take the cannoli. (The Godfather)

WT: The night was moist. (Throw Mamma from the Train)

Saturday, August 29, 2009

You might have noticed the mention of this wonderful peppercorn
roasted pork on my sidebar. Oh. My. Gosh. It was so delicious!
We've been enjoying the benefits of leftovers all week. The savory
synchronicity of the vermouth sauce and the aromatic pink
peppercorns is fabulous. I served it with sugar snap peas and
potatoes with parsley pesto.



Peppercorn Roasted Pork with Vermouth Pan Sauce

6 Tbsp pink peppercorns divided
2 Tbsp black peppercorns
1 1/2 Tbsp fennel seeds
7 cloves garlic minced
3 Tbsp vegetable oil
1 five pound pork shoulder roast, butt end (as you see, I didn't have
shoulder roast on hand, and used a leaner loin roast instead)
1/2 cup dry vermouth
2 cups reduced sodium chicken broth
1 Tbsp unsalted butter softened
1 Tbsp flour

Grind 1/4 cup pink peppercorns with black peppercorns and fennel
seeds in electric coffee or spice grinder, then stir together with garlic,
oil and 1 Tbsp salt.

Pat pork dry and use a paring knife to make 1 inch deep slits all over
the roast. Stuff slits with all but 1 Tbsp of the paste, then rub
remaining all over the roast. Marinate chilled 8 to 24 hours.

Let pork stand at room temperature 1 hour. Preheat oven to 350.
Roast pork, fat side up until meat registers 150 F, about 1 1/2 to 2
hours. Transfer to cutting board and let rest for 30 minutes.


Meanwhile, pour off all but about 1 Tbsp fat from roasting pan. Add
vermouth to pan and boil, scraping up the brown bits, 2 minutes. Stir
in broth, any juice from cutting board and boil until reduced to about
1 1/2 cups, about 5 minutes. Knead together butter and flour, then
whisk into sauce and boil, whisking constantly until just thickened.
Serve pork with sauce and prepare for mmm-mmm-mmm-mmm!!

(Notice the Blue Willow? Julia Child would approve.)

.

recipe from September 2009 issue of Gourmet

Friday, August 28, 2009

the money pit

It was 21 years ago this month that we moved into our beloved
Willow Manor. The stone lined culvert that cuts through the front
of the property was once lined with huge willow trees, hence "Willow
Manor", the name given to the place by previous owners. It's a
delightful old house, built in 1927, with lots of original fixtures and
glorious mature trees. Looking back, we've adored every single day
living here. Well, most days, that is.

As any of you who have lived in a older home know, there is always
something sinking or exploding. Do you remember the film
The Money Pit, when Tom Hanks and Shelley Long portray a
idealistic young couple who struggle to repair a dilapidated old house?
Well, it's a perfect picture of us and our first weeks at Willow Manor.

I'll never forget the first night here, when I turned on the water to
fill the tub for a nice hot bath, after a harrowing day of moving. Just
like in the movie, muddy water gushed out, filling the tub with thick
brown slop. Revolted, I let out a blood curdling scream. The romantic
bath in my new dream home was not exactly coming together like I
imagined.

Putting the bath episode aside, the next morning I happily came
downstairs to make a lovely breakfast in our new surroundings.
When I plugged in the toaster, all the kitchen lights went out with
fireworks and a dynamic pop. After another desperate scream, from
this non-screaming kind of girl, I rushed into the dining room to find
WT poking at a soft spot in the ceiling. Just as I was opening my
mouth to tell him about the kitchen episode, a sizable (18' x 18') hunk
of plaster fell on his head, leaving a gaping hole in our newly acquired
formal dining room. Oh, I wish I'd had my digital camera then.

The following weeks were spent living among some unsavory
remodeling guys, one of whom I will never forget. The company
hired to install air conditioning, sent their slinkiest man. He, being
the only one who could actually fit inside the plaster walls to build
the duct work. Again, I let out some whopper screams, when his
unsuspecting, Norman Bates head would randomly slide out of a
register opening. I swear he was trying to catch me naked.

Newly dug well and years of plumbing, electrical and drywall
patching later, we adore this old place; and even more for the wear.
Yes, it's still a money pit. As I speak, there's a large hole in the
master closet ceiling, covered with duct tape and a plastic garbage
bag, the hot water faucet doesn't work in the kitchen bath, and the
air handler upstairs is out. One of these days, when our last is
finished with school, (we're starting our eleventh straight year of
kids in college) we'll take care of some delayed projects. Still, the
manor does have a comfortable old personality all its own. The cracks
and duct tape are all part of the patina that gives it that unique
charm we've come to love. So, I raise my glass in a toast to the manor,
our darling, crusty old money pit.




Where are you?
I'm in the den!
No you're not, I was just in there...
I'm in the den! I swear it! Please believe me!
Will you stop fooling around, Walter? I'm tired!
I'm right here.
Look, Walter, enough is enough!
I'M RIGHT HERE!
Where?
In the floor behind the chair.



The Money Pit, 1986


Thursday, August 27, 2009

Theme Thursday - Limo



Depp and Me


Separated at birth
I am older
but it somehow works
fusing cheekbones, chin
piercing eyes

a long lost brother
he and I combine
to share a grandmother
from the same Irish kin
the same German ties
the same native tribe

we meld faces
drink the same wines
sport fine hats
devour strange places.

At night I dream
he takes me for a spin
in a white limousine
exploring our ancestral spaces.


willow, 2009


artwork: Self Portrait, 1923 by Romaine Brooks

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Wednesday, August 26, 2009

the space my body fills

I have an affinity for trees. For me, they emit a certain sense of
security and peace that surpasses that of some humans. They dance
in the wind, throw confetti in the fall, creak, sing, and reach for the
stars. They are always there for me and I feel a special bond of
kinship. Funny, one of my childhood nicknames was "Tree", which I
didn't particularly like. Although, looking back, it was very telling.
"Willow", as it turns out, is befitting, as well. I guess I will always be
a tree.

As you already know, I adore the adventure of the hunt at flea
markets, garage sales and thrift stores. It must be the thrill of
allowing my sixth sense to take over. I was out and about Friday
afternoon and happened on a garage sale. The elderly lady had just
a few dismal items displayed in her driveway, and normally, from
the looks of it, I would have driven on by. But something urged me
to stop and take a gander. One of the few old books she had
displayed on a broken lawn chair was The Space My Body Fills,
poems by Etta Blum. I walked straight over, picked it up, paid the
woman $1 and went on my merry way. She probably thought, "Well,
that's a girl who knows what she wants."

Etta Blum was born in 1908 in New York City and earned her
master's degree from Columbia University. She was married to the
Yiddish writer, Eliezer Blum. I was previously unfamiliar with Blum's
poetry, but soon became totally captivated. I felt as if she wrote
these two poems just for me. Maybe she did.
.
.
I Am the Tree
.
.
I am the tree ascending.
At the topmost branch
I've become the bird,
starting from tip to
climb into above.
.
Afterward, cloud.
Why not?
.
My purposes are clear.
.
.
.
The Fountain, the Fire
.
.
The fountain, the fire,
the smoldering,
and the embrace of love.
I touched fingers lightly
to all of these.
I became a tree among the trees
(my leaves pretending to be wings)
before going to sleep.
.
I said to the birds:
"Who will tire first,
you or the fountain?"
.
.

artwork: Weeping Willow by Claude Monet

Tuesday, August 25, 2009

king of beasts

My apologies to all you Leos out there. Heavens to murgatroyd,
we're already into the Virgo time frame and I completely forgot to
post on Leos. Actually, I don't know how in the world I forgot, since
both WT and my daughter are both dynamic, sunny Leos.

Leo, July 23 - August 23, is the zodiac's fifth sign. The King of the
Beasts, the lion, is the symbol for this sign. Leos share some of the
characteristics associated with the lion, being proud, loyal and fierce.
As a fixed sign, Leos are steady characters, and as a fire sign, they
are attracted to dramatic or creative situations.

Powerful and proud, Leos like to be at the center of the action. They
are dramatic personalities who are warm hearted and dominant.
Leo has kingly qualities of pride and leadership. They are happiest
when they can rule others and be proud of their achievements.

Creativity is associated with planets in Leo. Painting, drawing, and
display are ways of expressing their creative side. Leos are also
connected with theater and showmanship. They have a very strong
urge to create and make an impact.

Leos are colorful characters and are attracted to anything sunny,
bright and colorful. Obviously, their ruling planet is the sun. They
have a sunny disposition and like to be appreciated. They are
idealists at heart, generous and warm hearted. On the downside,
they tend to be a bit pompous and intolerant. But only a bit!

The flowers associated with the Leo are the sunflower and marigold.
Metal is gold and the gemstone is ruby. Countries are Italy,
Romania, Sicily, Czech Republic, Lebanon and the South of France.

So, a belated Happy Birthday to all you Leos in the bloggyhood. Stay
tuned, Virgos, I'll post on you next week.

Monday, August 24, 2009

spin the bottle

I don't know about you, but the new moon always spins me into a
freshening and rearranging mode. This weekend, I scrubbed up my
collection of old glass bottles. Since there was some chat about
bottles over at Subby's blog, I thought I'd snap some pics to share,
while they're nice and shiny.

My collection started with a few vintage bottles when I was a girl.
Some of my favorties are the ones found by my sons in the woody
area behind the manor that was once an old trash burning dump.

I'm really nutty about all kinds of glass. I love the magical play of
light, and the delightful bubbles and imperfections in vintage glass.
I imagine myself traveling back in time and buying a glass factory
like Lucinda Laplastrier in Peter Carey's Oscar and Lucinda.

Anyone out there ever had a Prince Rupert's drop? I think they're
also known as Dutch tears. It's a glass curiosity created by dripping
hot molten glass into cold water. The glass cools to a tadpole shaped
droplet with a long, thin tail. If the tail is broken it explodes into a
million tiny particles. I'd love to have one. They're so pretty, tough,
I would be tempted never to burst it. Apparently, Rupert's Drops
have been around for quite some time. Here's an excerpt from Ballad
of Gresham College, 1663.

And that which makes their Fame ring louder,
With much adoe they shew'd the King
To make glasse Buttons turn to powder,
If off the[m] their tayles you doe but wring.
How this was donne by soe small Force
Did cost the Colledg a Month's discourse.


Once in a while, WT brings one back from his travels, like this pretty
little gold one from Portobello Road in London. I've always got my
eyes peeled for them in flea markets and antique stores.


Here's a video montage from the movie Oscar and Lucinda, set to
music by The Strokes which shows the breaking of a Rupert's Drop.

Saturday, August 22, 2009

This is the best stuff I've eaten all summer. I've made it twice in the
last two weeks. It's fresh, light and perfect for a hot summer
evening. I served it with hot grilled pita bread and an ice cold glass of
Chardonnay. You can thank Susan, over at 29 Blackstreet for sharing
this fabulous recipe! Yummity-yum-yum-yum.


Grilled Chicken Greek Salad

marinade:

1 cup of plain yogurt
zest and juice of 1 large lemon
2 tbsps. crushed dried oregano
2 fat cloves of garlic, crushed
2-3 tbsps. olive oil

Marinate 4 boneless skinless chicken breasts in a 9 x13 pan, turning
and stirring occasionally, 30 mins. to several hours. Grill chicken and
oiled thick slices of 2 large Vidalia onions and when cool slice both in
chunks.

dressing:

1/2 cup olive oil
2-3 tbsps cider vinegar
2-3 tbsps balsamic vinegar
1 tbsp. dried oregano
1/4 - 1/2 cup chopped fresh mint (I have tons of this stuff)
1 tsp. sugar (or to taste)
small handful of crumbled feta cheese
blend in a blender or food processor




toss together:
grilled chicken
grilled onions
Kalamata olives
crumbled feta cheese
chunks of tomato
chunks of cucumber
drizzle of vinaigrette

Friday, August 21, 2009

the f-word and my neck of the woods

WT surprised me this morning by telling me he was taking the
afternoon off. "We're outta here!" So, after lunch we jumped in the
old Land Rover and headed off for one of our favorite haunts.

Here's a view heading west on I-70. We were lucky enough to enjoy
some dramatic N.C. Wyeth skies. As you can see, our neck of the
woods, here in central Ohio, is flat as a pancake.

It's a 40 minute drive to the Heart of Ohio Antique Center. It's one
of the largest in the mid-west with 116,000 square feet of vintage
stuff from over 650 vendors. If you like antiques, this place is
heaven.
I especially like browsing the book vendors and keep my eye out
for interesting vintage glass bottles. But today, this adorable framed
hand tinted photo (11 x 13) of a little guy in a wool beret caught my
eye. There was a haunting quality that drew me to him.

It's sad to think this priceless treasure was separated from his family
somewhere along the way. Actually, he looks like he could be WT at
this age. It was a bargain at $10. WT enjoyed digging through his
favorite tool vendor's ware and found a lovely vintage wrench.
Thankfully, we missed the heavy rains that passed through while we
were inside. In fact, we've had so much rain this summer, the
cornfields are gloriously lush.
In no time at all, we're back in our little town. Lots of old limestone
buildings in the main square. What is this one now? It's actually a
Donato's pizza shop, which I think is totally ridiculous.
It's always a little cooler on our drive home along the river. Ahh.

Our town is covered with these charming vintage limestone walls.
They're literally everywhere. There is an abandoned quarry site just
a few miles south. It's been turned into a high end housing
development. Oh, well.

Okay, we're back to the manor, safe and sound. It was an extra fun
day. Thanks for tagging along with us. Oh, and in case you're
wondering, the f-word I happen to use is FUN.


Here's the little guy in his new home.

Thursday, August 20, 2009

Theme Thursday - Shadow


She's sits on my shoulder,
telling me to stop and get directions,
like a hen pecked husband.
She knows the way.

I hate her sunny energy,
perfect ego,
ever on the go.
A ten out of ten.

Forever put together,
she never cries,
never doubts,
and tries to play me for the fool.
.
Funny, now and then,
she breaks the rule,
hiding in the sofa cushions,
on a dark wet day.
.
She doesn't always win.
.
.
.
willow, 2009

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Wednesday, August 19, 2009

transformative moment


Steven, over at his blog, The Golden Fish, had a great idea for a
transformative moment post meme. I have these moments nearly
every day now. These stokes of genius usually come to me when
I'm in the bath or shower. I'm not sure if they are induced by the
renewing quality of water or just the fact that my brain can think
better, once it's warmed up. But, this wasn't always the case. There
was a point when I thought they were dried up for good.
.
I would have to say, hands down, my most recent momentous
transformative moment would have to be February 12, 2008, the
day of my first post on Life at Willow Manor. My sister and I both
decided to take the blogging plunge on the same day. The funny
thing is, I had not even read a blog before I started my own. Little
did I know, how much this blind leap into the blogosphere would
change my life.
.
My children were grown, and for the most part, out on their own.
Many of my friends had moved away, or we had just lost touch,
our kids being our major connection. I was a lonely, unmotivated,
stagnate prune. My creative juices had dried up. My life had
turned into the Groundhog Day movie, every day being the same
dry routine.
.
I timidly started posting a few of my favorite things. At first, my
only comments were my own, my sister's and my dear uncle's.
Then, miracle of miracles! I started getting comments, from real
people, nice people, who shared my interests, actually seemed to
enjoy what I had to say.
.
The digital camera came out of its box for the first time and I learned
how to use it. My photographic DNA from all my grandfathers
straight back to great-great-great grandfather with his first camera
in the 1860's, wasn't dead after all. I started writing poetry again. I
tested new recipes and shared them. Some of my favorite books were
dusted off and reread. Wonderful, creative and inspiring people, from
all over the world, were quickly becoming dear friends.
.
Blogging saved me. I was raised from the dead. It was truly a
miraculously transformative process. My juices were back and
flowing. Bathtubs full of them. And I have all you amazing bloggies
to thank.
.
.
.
Photo: Homage to Frida Kahlo by willow
.
(Heavens to murgatroyd, if someone told me I would be taking
pictures of my toes in the bathtub and posting them on the internet,
I would have thought they were coo coo. For cocoa puffs, that is.)

Tuesday, August 18, 2009

like a tea tray in the sky

Every year in late summer, small brown pipistrelle bats stop over at
the manor for several days on their way to their hibernation spot for
the fall and winter months. Some years, like this year, there are less
than 100. But sometimes they've picked up other migratory groups
along the away and there are thousands. One year, the neighbors
rushed over, when they saw a huge dark donut cloud of bats circling
the house. I'll have to admit, it does add to the mystique of a haunted
manor.

If you listen carefully, you can hear them chirping a pip-like chirp.
They hang out in one of our chimneys (don't worry, it's not the
fireplace chimney) a day or two until they've rested up and are again
on their merry little bat way. You can see one taking a nose dive into
the chimney at the very end of the video.


Twinkle, twinkle little bat
How I wonder what you're at!
Up above the world you fly,
Like a tea tray in the sky.
~
Lewis Carroll
~
PS...After careful consideration, I have come to the conclusion that
these so called bats, have in fact been chimney swifts, all these years.
Thanks especially to Tattered and Lost for inpiring me to take a
closer look.

Monday, August 17, 2009

the best of friends

I originally stumbled upon this gem of a film at the library. It's a
Masterpiece Theatre production, originally aired on TV in 1991,
starring three of my faves, the fabulous Wendy Hiller, John Gielgud
and Patrick McGoohan. The Best of Friends was such a special treat,
I bought myself a copy from Amazon and watched it again last week.


I adore the art of letter writing and books written in letter form, so
this was right up my alley. It's an adaptation from the journals and
correspondence between a Benedictine nun, Dame Laurentia
McLachlan (Hiller), the director of the Fitzwilliam Museum
Cambridge, Sydney Cockerell (Gielgud) and the legendary Irish
playwright, George Bernard Shaw (McGoohan). The screenplay was
written by Hugh Whitemore, whose work you remember from All
Creatures Great and Small.

The sparkling dialogue, taken directly from the trio's intimate letters
and journals, is brought to life by the performance of these veteran
actors. I enjoyed reliving their vigorous discussions on everything
from the existence of God to the finer points of tango dancing. This
peek into their amazing 25 year friendship is intelligent and poignant.

I couldn't help but compare their relationships to those I have with
my own bloggy friends through our long distance correspondence.
Our blog posts, as well as comments, are a rich and intimate mode
of sharing in the same style of letters and journals, only intensified
by the speed and extent of the internet. Isn't it amazing how quickly
we can become the best of friends in the blog world?

Sunday, August 16, 2009

hello bug lovers, whoever you are


Isn't this guy amazing? He reminds me of a robot with this cool
mechanical looking cog-like thing on his back. He's called a wheel bug
for obvious reasons, and even walks in slow jerky motions like a robot.
This one is huge. His body is 2 1/4 inches long.

The bite of a wheel bug is painful and may take months to heal,
sometimes leaving a small scar, so caution is advised when handling
them. Why do I always find these things out, AFTER I've been
playing around with them?


It possesses two scent sacs, red-orange in colour, that can be fired
from its anus, usually in reaction to being disturbed. Oh, great. I was
messing with a vicious insect that, not only could have bitten me, but
fired foul smelling stuff from its butt. Next time, I'll steer clear. He is
really cool, though, don't you think?

Have a listen to the great Hank Mobley playing Hello Young Lovers.
I've been singing this all morning, changing the lyrics to "bug lovers".
It works. Have a wonderful weekend, bloggy friends. ~x


Saturday, August 15, 2009

What is it you REALLY like to do? Eat!

We sneaked out to see a matinee showing of Julie & Julia yesterday.
I was excited to see this movie because it is a combination of so many
of my favorite things...food, eating, cooking, blogging, (basically my
life), Meryl Streep, Paris, and Nora Ephron.

This film is a delightful interweaving of two true stories; Julia Child,
the famous master of French cooking and Julie Powell, a young New
York blogger, who decides to make 524 recipes, from Julia Child's
cookbook, in 364 days and post them on her blog. Meryl Streep, as
you can well imagine, amazingly transforms herself into Julia Child,
who I really didn't know all that much about, before seeing this movie.
Her husband is played by the charming Stanley Tucci, and Amy
Adams is the blogger, Julie Powel.

I am already a huge fan of Nora Ephron, who wrote the screen play,
as well as directed this movie, and I will have to say, I was not
disappointed. I laughed and cried though the entire film. I was even
delighted to see my beloved Blue Willow pattern china was also a
favorite of Child's and she used it nearly everyday, just like I do! By
the way, did you know her Cambridge, Massachusetts kitchen is now
in the Smithsonian?

Now, WT was not exactly jumping out of his skin to see this movie.
He agreed, though, tagging along with me. But, on the way home,
he did a better Julia Child imitation than me. "Neeeever apologize."
In fact, he did a better job than Meryl Streep. Scary, I know.

A word of caution. Make sure you eat before seeing this movie. You
don't want to watch this one on an empty stomach.

Thursday, August 13, 2009

Theme Thursday - Festival


You love me like a game of chess
and make your plays
in a crackerjack way.

I take the bait,
fooled by some madcap move
and flank your knight
with simple love,

tangle in your circus lies,
blindly captured
like a pawn.

Our queens collide
on black and white,
with harlequin wit
of might makes right.

Blocked in stalemate,
"checkmate" will have to wait.
You are a festival of hate.



Willow, 2009



photo: Chess, by willow

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Wednesday, August 12, 2009

times they are a-changin'

Hey, did you hear the British royal monarchy is doing away with the
ancient protocol requiring it's subjects to walk backwards away from
the queen when leaving her presence? Remember the comical scene
in the movie The Queen when Tony Blair and his wife have to back
out of the room after their audience with Elizabeth?


The long standing tradition was meant for her subjects to never turn their backs on her majesty. I happen to love the romantic pomp and
circumstance of historical tradition, but this bit of protocol does seem
rather silly in this day and age. Times, they are a-changin'. And for
the better, too. Now, if only we could get everyone to come to their
senses.


Come mothers and fathers
Throughout the land
And don't criticize
What you can't understand
Your sons and your daughters
Are beyond your command
Your old road is
Rapidly agin'.
Please get out of the new one
If you can't lend your hand
For the times they are a-changin'.
Bob Dylan, 1963


Tuesday, August 11, 2009

bloggese

I was chatting on the phone with my sister the other day and
happened to say, "Oh, sorry, I interrupted you. You were about to
post something." I know blogging has become a big part of my life in
the last 18 months, but uh-oh, heavens to murgatroyd, I am actually
starting to speak aloud in bloggese. Oh, well, I always wanted to
learn a second language.

Not only, am I speaking the language of blog, I am dreaming in blog
mode, as well. My dream conversations are typed in comment form,
complete with the characters in my dreams contained in cute little
one inch square avatars. Now, if I attach a printer to my brain, I
would have a complete dream journal, ready to go, in book form,
since I'm already dreaming in text.



Speaking of dream journals, I am fascinated with dreams and their
meanings. My daughter sparked my interest in dream interpretation
several years ago and suggested I invest in a good dream dictionary.
I must say, it has been very helpful in deciphering my own emotions
and, in turn, being able to put a healthy perspective on them.

One of the very first dreams, I was able to interpret, with the help
of my trusty new book, was a vivid dream in which I received a
postcard, with a beautiful olive tree postage stamp. In the dream, I
was extremely upset because the stamp was torn. It seems like such
a simple dream, but I woke up feeling troubled and thoughts of the
dream persisted through the day.

After looking up the elements, I found that the postage stamp
represented communication, the tree represented a family member,
and the olive represented travel. WT was traveling in a third world
country at the time, and I was worried after not hearing from him
for several days. Pretty clear, huh? It's amazing how our minds
create dreams to manage life's events and emotions. So, the dream
ended up making perfect sense, after I figured out what it meant.
It's obvious this dream was totally PB (that's pre-blog), since it
wasn't in comment form.

I guess it's really no wonder why I am dreaming, as well as speaking,
in blog mode these days. I judge most things on whether or not
they happen to be blogworthy. My new mantra is "Can I blog this?".
Maybe I need to write a blog dream dictionary.



artwork: The Dream by Henri Matisse, 1940

Monday, August 10, 2009

the genome bug


Jen brought up an interesting topic for further discussion on genetics
and illness, in our comment conversation in the last post on Patrick
Tracey's book, Stalking Irish Madness. There are those of you out
there who are not as thrilled with the idea of genealogical research,
as I am. I know, it can be a tad dry. But take a minute to play it
forward, on a more personal level.
.
There is now a do-it-yourself DNA test, that can detect major
inherited genetic risk factors for diseases. It's what you might call
a genetic health scan. They can scan our genomes and tell us what
diseases are likely in our future. It is amazing that our DNA, once a
mystery, is suddenly a hot commodity. There are over two dozen
companies competing for it in cyberspace. This hot new technology
is fascinating, whether it's to find our illusive roots or chart our
future. Why wouldn't we want to have a peep in the crystal ball of
our future health?
.
But, what if the test showed your risks for heart disease to be
genetically low? Would this talk you out of taking care of yourself?
Granted, most testing companies don't take lifestyle issues, like
smoking, or family history into account, even though both can
bump the odds up or down. What if your genetic DNA shows the
odds of developing Alzheimer's is high? Would you rather be
blissfully unaware?
.
.
Be careful about reading health books.
You may die of a misprint.
~
Mark Twain
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photo: wisteria vine at willlow manor

Saturday, August 8, 2009

Irish Madness

Wildeve, was kind enough to send me this great book by Patrick Tracey. There were some unusual synchronicities, which she took as a sign, to pick up a signed (no pun intended) copy, from one of Tracey's book signings, for me. I love when things like that happen. After I read it, I knew exactly why she was prompted to send it.



Winner of the 2009 PEN New England Award, Tracey's book follows his journey to Ireland in search of answers to his family's struggle with mental illness. Two of Tracey's sisters developed schizophrenia, and his mother was troubled until her death, with the burden of realizing she passed the illness genetically on to her family.

In a London pub, Tracey randomly meets a doctor, who tells him of a genetic clue to the cause of schizophrenia in Ireland. The link was found in blood samples taken in County Roscommon, home to Tracey's ancestors. This information inspires a quest to unearth the roots of his family's multigenerational struggle with schizophrenia.

Tracey takes off on an excursion across Ireland, in a renovated camper, searching faerie mounds, haunted caves and healing springs. He pours over historical records and visits distant cousins looking for clues and separating fact from the legends of Irish madness.

I connected with Tracey on so many levels. My family traces back to Ireland and also has the genetic link to schizophrenia, which has troubled members of my extended family for several generations. I was right there with him, curious and driven through the entire account of his quest. I started reading and couldn't put it down.

This book is both poignant and powerful. Although it didn't give me all the answers, it did give me some much needed peace. Thank you, Mr. Tracey. And thank you, Wildeve. It was a sign.


For more info on Patrick Tracey and his book, click [HERE].

Thursday, August 6, 2009

Theme Thursday - Kiss

Obon


The element of surprise

on that ancient dirt path
heavy velvet night warm
with the scent of ginger and fried fish
and the sound of Japanese
wives washing up their dishes

It will be the kiss by which all others are judged


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Willow, 2009



photo from flickr
click HERE for more on Obon

Wednesday, August 5, 2009

green stuff

I am the first to admit, I'm a pesto snob. I always make my own
pesto from fresh basil and pine nuts. Until this week. I saw this
beautiful fresh looking jar of Member's Mark Pesto at Sam's Club
and thought, "Hey, how bad could it be? Look how green it is."

I cooked a pound of thin spaghetti in well salted water, drained, added
1/2 cup of pesto, 1/2 cup of low fat ricotta and a little of the cooking
water to mix. (taste for salt) The end result?

Yum. Yum. Incredibly simple, too. Add some sauteed vegetables
and you've got a wonderful dinner. And since this post is so very
green, I thought you might like to see how well my Boston fern is
doing this summer. It's so happy in the perfectly shady spot and is
also the cozy home to a lovely lady spider.

Tuesday, August 4, 2009

Summer Movies, Depp and Me

I recently came to the conclusion that Johnny Depp and I could have
been separated at birth. Every time I look in the mirror, I see
Johnny. Someone please help me. I really do think I'm morphing into
him. Since he's been on my mind, as well as in my mirror, I've been
watching some of my favorite Depp movies. Here are two of his lesser
known films I've watched this past week.
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If you are a fan of Depp, Dead Man, 1995, is not one to be missed.
Filmed in luminous black and white, it is the story of a timid
accountant, William Blake, played by Depp, who travels west with
the promise of a job. A few other notable actors in the film are
Gabriel Bryne, Robert Mitchum, Crispin Glover and Iggy Pop.
There's a slow, poetic quality to this film. It deals with the themes
of friendship and death, complete with a fabulous moody musical
score. This is like no other western you've seen. It's artistic. It's
brilliant.



The Ninth Gate, 1999, is a fun little quirky film by Roman Polanski,
in which Depp portrays Dean Corso, a rare book dealer, who is
hired to locate the last remaining copies of The Ninth Gate, an
ancient demonic manuscript that supposedly can summon the devil.
If you are looking for an action film, this is not it. There are no bloody
special effects in this slow moving, bookish film. It actually moves
along quite gracefully. I think you'll like it.



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I appreciate all of you who participated in the lively discussion on
"comments" last night and today. You always inspire me with your
insightful, thoughtful comments and come together to make this a
great blogging community. Thank you. You're the best.

Monday, August 3, 2009

comments...obstacle or catalyst?


One of my goals, as a blogger, has been to make this blog a welcome
spot, where readers feel comfortable to participate in the comment
section. In fact, I am quite in awe of the comments left by all of you.
I am daily inspired, very much entertained (your comments make
me laugh until it hurts), as well as enlightened, by your thoughtful
and avid participation. In many of the more lively conversations,
there are those of you who return, adding further to the discussion.

Last week, I visited an interesting blog for the first time and left a
comment. This blogger, in turn, visited Willow Manor, and instead of
leaving a comment, took the extra effort to send an email, telling me
they "turned tail" because of the number of comments. It never
occurred to me that too many comments could chase bloggers away.
I know. I know. I shouldn't take these kinds of things personally, but
not being one who relishes the thought of being blissfully ignorant, as
Reya so eloquently mentions in her blog today, I took a moment to
ponder.

I've always considered the comment section the soul of the blog.
That's where the compelling expression takes place. I appreciate that
readers feel free to leave their own ideas, even if they vary from my
own. It gives the blogging community the texture and interest it
needs to be engaging and appealing. The more the merrier. There are
countless times an excellent book, piece of music, an artist, recipe, or
thought provoking idea has been mentioned, not in the text of a post,
but in the comment section of a blog.

So, what's your opinion? When you visit a blog, does the number of
comments effect you? Are you repelled by a large number and leave
without visiting the comment section? Or does the number work as
a catalyst, drawing you in, behind the scene, to the smoke-filled
room?

artwork: detail from Mr. Hulings' Rack Picture by William Harnett