
Wednesday, September 30, 2009
the scales

Tuesday, September 29, 2009
days of heaven
I noticed this past weekend, as we drove by fields of corn andsoybeans, most had not yet been harvested. There were a few
freshly cut alfalfa fields and the contrasting tall golden corn was so
lovely. Even though I am a city girl, my roots are firmly planted in
the farmlands of the Midwest, and I enjoy basking in their simple
beauty.
The Netflix film, waiting in my mailbox on our return, was TerrenceMalick's Days of Heaven. Synchronicity came into play with my
thoughts of farmland and harvest. I was previously unaware of this
film's theme and had ordered it by suggestion of Netflix; you know,
the "if you liked this movie, you'll will like this one" kind of thing.
As it turned out, this was one of the most stunningly beautiful filmsI've ever seen. It's a story about a young man (Richard Geer) who
flees Chicago in the early 1900s after an accidental murder in a steel
mill. He takes his girlfriend (Brooke Adams) and his younger sister
(Linda Manz, pictured above) to work harvesting wheat in Texas.
The photographic genius of cinematographer, Néstor Almendros, who
won an Oscar for his work, and the endearing narration of the story,
by the raspy voiced young Manz, makes for an extraordinary
experience. Doesn't she look like she could be the girl on the left, in
thrashing photo below?
I descend from five generations of Indiana farmers and my DNA wasparticularly tingling as I watched this movie. My grandfather
(pictured below, on a thrasher) told me stories of he and his brother
working with teams of thrashers, like this one pictured above, in
Ervin Township, Howard County, Indiana. It was very much a
community affair; the men and the traction engine were rotated
through the farms until all the harvest was in, and the woman would
get together and cook generous hot meals for the workers.
The scene from the movie below, of the dispensing of a blessing onthe field of wheat, before the harvest begins, is especially touching.
Now is the perfect season for watching this gorgeous movie, and
almost time to get out the woolly socks, too. So, do yourself a favor,
and add this film to your queue. It was so heavenly, I'm watching it
again tonight.
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top photo: Flax worker near Yeovil, First World War, by Horace Nicholls
Monday, September 28, 2009
surprised me by pulling this string of seven metal fish charms from
his pocket. They were given as Sunday School rewards for
attendance and scripture memorization in our little Indiana church
back in the 1950's. I have such fond memories of catching these fish
on my trusty pencil and string pole in the pond behind the green
vinyl rocker. His sweet gesture brought tears to my eyes.
They immediately conjured thoughts of the biblical story of the loaves
and the fishes, and the creative power they represent. The parable
isn't just about the physicality of feeding the multitude with material
food, but about spiritual advancement, as well.
Through the centuries, the symbol of the fish has come to represent
Christianity, but for me, these charms bring thoughts of love,
creativity, new ideas and the exciting possibility of increase. I
couldn't think of a more appropriate gift, since autumn is my season
of renewal.
Friday, September 25, 2009
goodbye, summer
Make me a willow cabin at your gate,
And call upon my soul within the house;
Write loyal cantons of contemned love
And sing them loud even in the dead of night;
Halloo your name to the reverberate hills
And make the babbling gossip of the air
Cry out 'Olivia!' O, You should not rest
Between the elements of air and earth,
But you should pity me!
from Twelfth Night, Act I, Scene V
pear preserves
12 c. sliced pears
9 c. sugar
1/2 fresh lemon, sliced thin
Stir to mix pears and sugar. Add lemon slices. Bring to a simmer and cook over low heat, stirring frequently, until pears are tender, clear, caramel colored and the liquid is consistency of honey. This will take 1 1/2 to 2 hours. Pour preserves into sterilized jars, leaving 1/2 inch headroom and seal with sterilized lids.
*** Note: you can make a small batch, skip the sealing in the jars part and just refrigerate.
Thursday, September 24, 2009
Wednesday, September 23, 2009
No matter how much space you have, Tuesday, September 22, 2009
love and belonging

I claimed myself and remade my life. Only when
I knew I belonged to myself completely, did I
become capable of giving myself to another, of
finding joy in desire, pleasure in our love, power
in this body no one else owns.
Dorothy Allison, from Two of Three Things I Know for Sure
My auntie, likes to call me "Swanie", from the Hans Christian
Andersen tale. There was a time when I tried to be someone I
wasn't, always trying to wear a costume that didn't fit. Now, older
and wiser, I've embraced my uniqueness. I realize it's okay to be
me, and have reclaimed myself. I can now truly appreciate
acceptance and harmony.
Auntie, who understood this long before I did, always signs her
correspondence, "with love and belonging". This dear salutation
soothes a certain craving for interconnectedness, a kind of
clannishness. It may be my Scottish DNA speaking, but I think
we all have an inner desire for kinship and society.
photo from google images
Monday, September 21, 2009

A sister hen,
I snatched you
from playground bullies
and hard rain.
told lies,
shared gum
and tackled pain.
in your eyes,
when you swam
in water over your head,
now that you are grown
and the cold years
between us have melted
dripped from
your chin.
Saturday, September 19, 2009
breakfast club
the summer. In fact, if breakfast is not ready, they will make
themselves comfortable and keep me company until theirs is served.
They are greedy little guests and often fight amongst themselves
over the food. After they stuff themselves silly, they take doggy
bags of leftovers home in their fat little cheeks.
At my wee, small door,
Someone came knocking,
I'm sure -- sure -- sure;
I listened, I opened,
I looked left and right,
But nothing was stirring
In the still dark night.
Only the busy chipmunk
Tap-tapping in the wall,
Only from the forest
The hoot owl's call,
Only the cricket chirping
While the dewdrops fall,
So I know not who came knocking,
At all -- at all -- at all!
If you are an admirer of the dynamic Georgia O'Keeffe and herfabulous artwork, you won't want to miss the TV movie Georgia
O'Keefe. The talented Joan Allen portrays the artist and Jeremy
Irons is photographer and art impresario Alfred Stieglitz, her
husband. From what I understand, the movie is not a historical
biography, but more a portrait of a complicated marriage. I'm sure
the chemistry between Allen and Irons will sizzle! Tune in tonight,
Saturday, September 19, at 9 pm et/pt, with encores September
20 at 7 pm et/pt and September 22 at 9 pm et/pt on Lifetime.
Thursday, September 17, 2009
over the hill
Years ago, when my youngest son was four years old, he wasenamoured by the Dickens classic, A Christmas Carol. It was
approaching the holiday season and he had watched the Muppet
film version umteen times. One afternoon, as a manor visitor was
leaving, he playfully called out, "Bye, old Scrooge!" This particular
visitor, being none too amused, gave him an icy scowl and hastily
stomped out of the manor. I was mortified.
"Punkin, why did you say that?"
"I thought it would make them laugh."
Well, sadly, this person certainly didn't laugh. But what a different
scenario it might have been, if they had. There is an innocent honesty
in the thoughts and actions of children. Many times they can assess a
certain situation to a tee. The funny thing is, this person was close to
the age I am now. Heavens to murgatroyd, I can't imagine a small
child sizing me up and comparing me, of all people, to Scrooge.
There is something absolute in the old adage, "you are as young as
you feel". Happiness is a choice. There is much to be said, in my little
book, for emotional riches. No matter how far on the other side of the
hill we might be, we can make a choice, like Scrooge finally did, to be
youthful in spirit, bringing warmth and generosity to those around
us.
Wednesday, September 16, 2009
school days and cars

school year. With my last son starting his (hopefully) last year of
college, it was a relatively smooth process to get him off to school.
A far cry from the days of getting three on the bus for their first day
with new haircuts, shoes, lunch boxes and freshly sharpened pencils.
A twinge of nostalgia comes over me this time of year. I long for
the good old days, when the kids were mortified to be seen with us
in public. This conjures a memory, of just such an occasion, when
our youngest son was a freshman in high school. He hadn't yet
turned 16, and still rode the bus most mornings. One particularly
dark, frosty morning, he was running late, so WT agreed to give him
a lift in my car.
recognizable square body they used make. (That's it in the above
photo, parked at Indiana University, one of the many times I drove
my daughter.) Sadly, my oldest son totalled Old Red and she went
to the great car lot in the sky with nearly 200,000 miles to her name.
My all time favorite was the little red VW convertible I owned in the
late 1970's. It looked just like this picture I found online. Oh, what I
would give to still have that sweet baby today. I have a funny story
about my sister and me in this car, but it will have to wait for another
post.

Anyway, I digress. So, being trash collection day, WT packed a
gigantuous load of trash barrels and junk, having cleaned out the
garage the day before, into the open trunk of Old Red. I am not
exaggerating, it rose 10 feet in the air; all he would have needed was
Granny Clampett in a rocking chair on top.
Son and WT hopped into the car, but being 6:45 a.m., a bleary eyed
WT forgot to stop at the end of the drive to deposit the junk yard
rising from the trunk, and continued out onto the road heading
toward school. As they approached the school drive, filled with sleek
Beemers and Jags depositing kids, Son says,
"Um, you can just pull over and I'll get out here."
"I don't mind driving you up to the door."
"Dad, take a look in the mirror."
Tuesday, September 15, 2009
put the chocolate in the bag and nobody gets hurt
And that moment is now.
Monday, September 14, 2009
overheard at the manor
Willow: You do??
WT: Yeah, and then I want you to take custody of me.
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much, so I usually don't
participate, as far as passing
them along and posting them
on my blog. But, today I was
overwhelmed by the lovely
post and Mermaid award
bestowed on me by this wonderful blogger.
Hop on over and say hello. Tell her
Willow sent you.
Sunday, September 13, 2009
after the party
vibrant red in celebration of summer's end. As I swept up the dried
pods and leaves from the patio floor this morning, I couldn't help but
notice how beautiful they were. Don't you think the small dark green
leaf in the center looks like an ancient Trojan mask? Nature's confetti,
after the masquerade party of summer.
Saturday, September 12, 2009
Scots in Yellow?

Since I am all about tartans this week at the manor, this little bit
of tartan trivia caught my eye. Sorry, Mel. As much as I loved the
hunky kilt clad clansmen in the movie, (the mullet did drive me a
little nuts, though) it seems the medieval Bravehearts of Sturling
Bridge and Bannockburn did not actually wear tartan kilts in battle,
like the one pictured below, designed especially for the film.
Historian Fergus Cannan in his new book, Scottish Arms and Armor,
claims the clansmen actually wore bright yellow linen tunics into
battle. Apparently, the tunics were dyed with horse urine (sorry if
you're trying to enjoy your morning Cheerios) to achieve the rich color.
I'm sure this lovely aroma also helped to repel the English, who as we
know from Monty Python, smelled like elderberries.
Friday, September 11, 2009
publish and be damned

Thursday, September 10, 2009
Rhythm
Since Monday's post, my DNA has been dancing a jig. I've beenpondering the rhythm of tartans, tweeds and all things autumn and
ancestral.
Tartan
I wear an atlas
of unions and creeds
that falls about me
in familiar folds.
Cloak of Irish peat
and Hoosier loam,
Celtic blue crossroads
meet golden corn.
White stone cottages
to American farms,
split rail fences
and rough hewn barns.
Kindred bands
weaved plat maps
and folk legends.
Junctions of wool
draw me
in from the cold.
Long after looms
and hands are gone,
the rhythm of warp and woof
still keeps me warm.
willow, 2009
Wednesday, September 9, 2009
back by popular demand
Several of you commented last weekabout missing the old profile avatar.
Well, I thought the hand was
especially artsy, but I do aim to
please my gentle readers. So,
without further ado, my framed
portrait with the button eyes, not to
be confused with any clowns (please
refer to my footer for my feelings
on the subject) is once again my
avatar.
yumalicious
1 large sweet onion, diced
1 large green pepper, diced
1 pound fresh tomatoes, quartered
2 cloves garlic, minced
1 15 oz can tomato sauce
1 6 oz can tomato juice
1/4 cup white wine
1 cup water
2 cups uncooked rice
1/4 tsp thyme
1/2 tsp onion powder
1/4 tsp white pepper
1/4 tsp red pepper flakes
1 tsp salt
5 turkey sausages
3 boneless skinless chicken breasts
Grill sausages and chicken until tender and cooked through.
Meanwhile, saute garlic in olive oil in large skillet. Add onions,
and peppers and saute until tender. Add tomatoes, spices, rice
and stir to mix. Add tomato sauce, juice, wine and water, cover
and simmer on low until rice is cooked through, and liquid is
absorbed.
.
Cut sausage and chicken in diagonal slices. Mix into rice and serve.
This quick and easy little meal is one of my favorites. I made it Labor
Day afternoon and served it with frosty beer and sliced watermelon.
It can be made as spicy or as mild as you like. I like it extra tomatoey,
so I use canned sauce and juice, as well as fresh tomatoes. It's also
fabulous with some jumbo shrimp thrown in.
Tuesday, September 8, 2009
Monday, September 7, 2009
Pamela last week. We chatted a bit about her and I asked as to the
background on the painting. Although she didn't know the identity of
the woman or the artist, Pamela mentioned the fact that the portrait
reminded her of me. I'll have to admit there is a haunting similarity.

We are all about tartans here at the manor. And as the zesty fall
weather approaches, I am anxious to bring out the soft wool tartans
and tweeds. The autumn and winter wardrobe is always so much
more snuggly and interesting. Last year for Christmas, I gave hand
made family tartan wool hats as gifts; a cap for WT and a tam for
my daughter. WT is known to don his kilt on holidays and special
occasions and puff out a tune or two on his bagpipes. Two songs are
just about the limit inside the manor.
The notion of belonging to a tribe, for me conjures feelings of warm
pride and connectedness. The word "clan", in its original sense
referred to a kindred group. The origins of the distinctive tartan
patterns are shrouded in controversy. To the Gael it was breacan
feile, speckled cloth, but the word tartan appears to come from the
French word tirtaine, implying a European origin.
The earliest written references to tartan occur in the accounts of the
treasurer of James III in 1471 and descriptions of the multicolored
cloth appear in Lowland Scots, my ancestors, by the 1570s. The
"sett" or pattern varied from place to place, so a person might
identify the origins of the wearer from the colors of his cloth. It
appears the earliest tartans were territorial rather than clan-based,
although in many cases the two would have been synonymous. One
of the earliest examples of tartan is a Falkirk sett, a small piece of
cloth used as a stopper in an earthenware pot. The sett was in six
colors, with an intricate pattern and was dated as being made some
time between 250 and 325 AD.
A few years back, I met an elderly distant cousin online, while doing
some genealogical research. She was so kind as to mail me a piece of
my family tartan. It's such a treasure, since all the tartans around
the manor are those of WT's family. I've been pondering what
exactly to do with the fabric. I think I'll just finish the edges, and
with DNA tingling pride, wear it as a scarf. Now, I'll have to keep
my eyes peeled for the perfect vintage Celtic brooch.
Did you know, in order to prevent fictitious tartan patterns, family
tartans are now standardized and must be registered with the Court
of the Lord Lyon in Edinburgh? The Scottish Tartans Society,
established in 1963, is now the world authority on Highland dress.
There's also serious tartan protocol. The Lord Lyon states that a
clan tartan should only be worn by those who profess allegiance to
the clan's chief. (Heavens to murgatroyd!) I promise I'll wear my
tartan with all due proper respect and loyalty. Gee, wonder what
happens if you wear an erroneous tartan?
Saturday, September 5, 2009
mundane rituals that comprise our daily lives. My younger version
would rush through a day's routine activities, regarding them as the
tedious crap, in order to get to the real stuff, the things I considered
worthy of my esteem. As children, we were forced to complete our
"chores" first, before moving on to other pursuits. Did we learn, at an
early age, to think of this integral part of life as purely menial?
The fact is, for most of us, a major portion of our lives is made up of
common routines. Why not embrace the beauty of the mundane?
Relish the velvety dish soap and renewing quality of water from the
kitchen tap; or the repetitive rhythm of the iron on a fresh cotton
shirt, savouring the warm scent rising from the steam.
Entering the early autumnal season of life, that "I'm invincible; I will
artwork: by David McCosh, 1930's
Friday, September 4, 2009
overheard at the manor
daughter: Mom where ARE you? It sounds like you're at the airport!
.........(((deafening high pitched whirling sound)))
willow: (shouting) The washing machine is starting to scare me! It's
daughter: It's the full moon today. Must be some kinda lunar effect.
Thursday, September 3, 2009
Theme Thursday - Beginning
of death and the closing of a seasonal chapter. But, I've always likened
heavy, ripe, late summer to a woman, ready to give birth. Autumn is
my genesis. Maybe it's because I was born in October, that I am
regenerated in the fall. I consider it to be the start of my year. Fresh,
arctic air breathes new life into my stagnate summer soul. I savor fall;
the cool foggy mornings, the vibrant tones, bursts of crisp, spicy air
through open windows. My zest returns. I can once again think clearly.
I am born again. Ah, soon now.
Genesis
Wrapped
in death clothes
of an August womb
amniotic perspiration
embalms
my ripe
summer corpse
annual gestation
in midwestern sun
cocooned
until autumn genesis
calls this
lazy Lazarus
to be born
willow, 2009
photo: red impatiens in my grandmother's iron pot, Sept 2009
Wednesday, September 2, 2009

Tuesday, September 1, 2009
desire and potential



